Maya stared at her laptop. The screen glowed, mocking her with the title: "The Epistemological Paradoxes in Neo-Victorian Literature."
She sighed, a sound somewhere between a whisper and a kettle running out of steam. This thesis was supposed to be her masterpiece, her ticket to a Ph.D. and a real, adult life. Instead, it was an anchor dragging her down into a sea of old book references and self-doubt.
"Just 40,000 words," she muttered, running a hand through her messy bun. "I only have 30,000. And the deadline is in two weeks."
Her apartment was starting to look like a literary battlefield. Empty coffee mugs formed a small city on her desk. Books were piled everywhere, leaning like tired soldiers. Even her cat, Professor Whiskers, seemed to judge her lack of progress, settling on the only clean spot: the page she had just printed out.
The real problem wasn't the words. She knew the material. The problem was the beginning. She had written the introduction twenty times, and each one felt stiffer and more boring than the last.
The struggle is real, her friend Liam had texted her yesterday, sending an emoji of a little ghost giving up. Just write junk. You can fix junk later.
Taking a deep breath, Maya decided to try the "junk" method. She opened a new document, titled it "Rubbish," and just started typing whatever came to her head.
"Okay, so Neo-Victorian stuff is basically when modern people look back at Victorian things and make them weird. Like, they know the Victorians were kinda awful and repressed, but they also had cool outfits. My paper is about how all this looking back is super confusing because you can never really know the real past; you only know the version in the books. It's a paradox, see? Like a snake eating its own tail, but with corsets."
It was terrible. Truly terrible. She even drew a little stick-figure snake eating its tail.
But then, as she read the 'snake' sentence, a lightbulb flickered on. The idea wasn't bad. It was just wrapped in silly words. She copied the core idea, deleted the snake, and jumped back to her official document.
Her fingers flew across the keyboard. The words weren't perfect, but they were hers. They had flow. They had a point.
Two hours later, she had written 1,500 words of the body chapter she'd been stuck on for a week. She leaned back, stretching her aching shoulders.
Professor Whiskers hopped onto the desk and head-butted the screen, purring.
"You're right, Professor," Maya whispered, rubbing his head. "Sometimes you just have to write the garbage to find the gold." The mountain of the thesis hadn't disappeared, but she had finally found the first step of the path.